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FINALLY got around to emptying my inbox of all my messages and deviations. I sars in advance if I didn't comment/fave/reply to anything of yours... but 300+ deviations is a LOT to go through.

Still don't know how long the internet thing is going to last. As I've said before, since I'm on C's computer, I don't want to go to any sites he... well, might object to. I'll see if B's computer will accommodate me (ha!) so I can finally get around to my other actually important things.

In other news, I'm sick.

Nothing new, right? Nope, ear infection. At first, I thought it was just water in my ears (it happens), since I suddenly had like half hearing in one ear. Then... then the disorientation began. BAD disorientation. Then the uber sick of doom. Nausea, headache, ear ache (I think), crud in my throat (still)...

I think I'm getting better... I'm started to be able to hear out of my ear, but I'm worried it might've spread to the other one... or I'm just paranoid. I'll wait and see. 'Til then, sweet oil in the ear, 'cause I'm too po' to buy ear infection crap.


In other news, I have terrible luck with my Heliot head. I feel like such a bad dolly owner. ;-; We know about the face-plant, cracked nose thing. Easy (ish) fix, little sanding, some scar mod if that fails...

I could kill the kitten.

Cosmo has decided that the top of the entertainment center is specifically for HIM to jump up on and play. I've been having interrupted sleep for the past few weeks trying to keep him off of it, and consequently, off of the dolls and their wigs that he so desperately wants. Well, the inevitable happened.

He jumped up on the entertainment center, and I heard a clunk. Of course, I chased him down, swatted him a couple of times, and checked to see what he knocked down. My sleep-addled eyes saw nothing, and I went back to bed. The next day... I discovered that Lucilius' head was knocked over. Worse, because of the damn kitten, a chunk of his ear was snapped off.

;-; I didn't harm the kitten, just so everyone knows, wasn't even tempted to. He wouldn't have known what I was beating him to death for anyway. But I'm middling depressed 'cause the doll head I spent $200 on is broken in both nose and ear, and I haven't even really had him that long. *sigh of doom*

woot, my days are full of win.

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No, seriously... it is.

It's also a cold-hearted bitch at the moment. Just letting everyone know that I'm probably not going to respond to any comments or replies, or comment/fave any deviations. Faves I will >eventually< get around to responding to, just for politeness sake, but everything else? Hell no.

Our internet hates me. It's a pattern. Every time I get online to do anything (and by anything, I mean click on a link, a log-in button, change a page, refresh a page) I get booted because my connection is so pitiful. BUT, if B or C were to get on their computers, it fires away with very little lag and I'm staring open-mouthed. I get on to do my thing, and I'm booted. I has the gremlins.

Don't believe me? Check out or B's been able to update all her crap, respond to replies, the whole nine yards. This will actually probably be one of very few journals or any communication I'll be doing for a good long while. I just don't have the patience to sit through the half-hour load screens and refresh the page or the connection 20 times just to see a deviation.

I apologize to everyone out there who are being so patient with waiting for me to get my ass in gear and start doing my internet thing. Unless I can get the internet on my computer again, or get B's compy to work well enough, I'll still be MIA.

The most I've been able to do for the past few weeks is delete some deviations and/or journals. And they keep popping up. >.< I'm trying to get this sorted, but... *sighs*

Anyways, putting this out there. This is the best I've done in weeks<i/>.

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While I'm usually a terrible person in the fact that I keep my head down and pretty much ignore the rest of the world, I couldn't ignore this. Maybe 'cause it hits so close to home. It's a petition to repeal the death penalty or imprisonment for homosexual acts in different countries. I know that these are different countries, and that I'm an advocate for keeping our eyes on our own country... but being bisexual and having gay and lesbian friends... I just can't ignore this.

Yeah... they want 1000 signatures, there's... I dunno, I haven't looked. Nowhere close to their goal.


SIGN IT [link]


I'll leave this up for consideration. But I'll add a meme to make things shiny.

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Finally finished uploading all of the pics of my new boy. ;-; It took so long! I want my old internet back!

B got her wireless card, which works slightly better than C's, and it's namely thanks to hers that I was able to upload the last handful of pics. These are my favorites, the ones with the broken headstone. While I adore the pics I got, it makes me a little sad. There were a lot of broken ones out there. I hope it wasn't vandals, but I'm not so sure. I mean, we run amok in cemeteries all the time, taking pictures and such. But at least we don't break anything, and even if we did, we would be so wracked with guilt as to let someone know immediately so it could be fixed. We might not admit we're the ones who did it, but at least it won't be senseless destruction.

For the record, I have never damaged a headstone. Even when I was jumping on them in B's wedding boots.

I think I'm coming down with a cold. I'm tired and bone-weary, but that could be a lack of sleep there. Plus, I have a slightly sore throat, been coughing some and sneezing a bit more. I don't want a cold. I hate colds. I hate cold weather. I want my summer back!

But despite all that, I feel I've accomplished something with Lucilius' pictures. He has some epic going on there, and takes amazing up shots. Despite his accident (which I'm still annoyed with) I'm pretty happy with him. I can't wait for his lover to come home, so I can see what B's going to do with him.


I should go to bed, but I just can't bring myself to fall asleep. I'm tired, and exhausted, but can't sleep. Geez, story of my life, there.

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I'm so frustrated I could just beat something... seriously, I want to beat something into submission, just so something in my life will go my way for once. And today had such beautiful potential, too...

I should've known this day would be full of fail when B left her phone out to ring all morning... and the cats kept me up. Gah, I'm so tired. Still, despite the lack of sleep, I wasn't in a bad mood. In fact, it could be called decent.

I snagged Dai's body to take some proper dollie pictures of the Heliot head. The resin match SUCKS, but hey, it's a body that doesn't make me want to giggle maniacally. I put him on Ere's body, and nearly died laughing...

But anyway, Dai's body needs to be sueded so badly... Trying to dress, style, and pose him is starting to just piss me off more than it should... But hey, the Heliot head has a body, right?

Yeah... figures that Lucilius would face-plant himself the first photoshoot. And not only that, he broke his fucking nose. It's barely noticible, the cracked resin at the tip of his nose, but goddamnit, it's the first time I fucking took him out for pictures and he fucking face-plants and breaks his fucking nose! *resists urge to beat Lucilius about the head until he behaves*

Besides that, the photoshoot was a marginal success. I got some truly epic pictures of Lu, for all that I can show you, 'cause guess what?

WIRELESS INTERNET SUCKS DISEASED DONKEYS BALLS!!!

It's been nearly an hour and a half since I started tying to upload ONE freaking picture... And you know what? It's still trying to upload. I want to beat my head against something until that something crumbles. I'm feeling very destructive right now. I'm so frustrated with everything I want to just hit something, or cry. It's pissing me off, royally.

I hate the world right now... I really do...

I think I deserve some fucking cream.